Thursday, April 10, 2014

Forever in our hearts


Its been 40 days since the day you left us, but the fact of you being gone hasnt sink in that far yet. It seems like you're just in Manila with Mel, working. 

We miss you so much! Awhile ago we went to your house, I no longer see watery-eyes but I can still feel the sadness in your mama's, papa's, ates and kuya's eyes. They are all doing their best to go on with their daily lives. I've heard from your mama that you keep on visiting them not only in their dreams but also in the daylight. I can see how much you miss them, and they miss you too, alot and thank you for giving them strength to move forward and go on with their routine.

I saw your tomb, the first time today, although your name and picture was there, still it doesnt feel like you're really in there. I dont know if I havent move on yet because of that, but I am also wondering that maybe why I feel like this is because your are just beside me and your presence still lingers OR because this is what they call forever and always, sisters.

Sunday, March 23, 2014

Amitiè







Celebrating the New Birthday of our beloved friend Angel:) 

My dear friend, though we've lost you physically but in our hearts you're still and always be at our side. Our memories with each other will forever be remembered and treasured. I'm so grateful that once in my life's journey I met an angel, not just by face, by heart but an angel in flesh. I always knew that your're one of God's greatest creation.I know that it was only a disguise that you born human. Deep inside me I know that it was just a disguise so that you can be with us physically. You're an angel, disguise as human. 

Thank you for the friendship, thank you for the love....thank you for giving us the opportunity that once in our lives we've been taken care of the heaven's precious angel. 

Fly high my friend, my sister, my bullet (bec. U said I was your riffle), my angel:)

Friday, March 14, 2014

Portrait of an Angel



You asked me way, way back if I believe that in every written piece of an artist or a person, there is always a meaning behind the words... behind the story... behind the thought.

And if you are going to ask me again, I would say YES...

My dear Ange, during my 18th you made this for me. Now I realized, you were right when you said that theres always a meaning behind the written words. You did not say those words for me, but you were trying to tell me that after five years, I will be saying it to you, I will be giving it back to you.....

PORTRAIT OF A BUTTERFLY is not for me, but it was meant for you. 

Now Im giving it back to you, not as a Butterfly's Portrait but as a PORTRAIT OF AN ANGEL

I love you my dear friend.
We love you and It hurts so much that even crying wont make any difference, wont ease the pain, wont change the fact that you are gone. 
We miss you.... so much Yhe!


Friday, March 7, 2014

Portrait of a Butterfly by Angel Dalida




PORTRAIT OF A BUTTERFLY
The first time...
     I just fell in love
She has everything in her
     ...the color
     ...the beauty
     ...the essence
When I look I was hook by her
     ...mystery
     ...wonder
     ...depth
Just the way she is...
     she brings
     ...happiness
     ...contentment
     ...serenity
Yet, she does not realize
   she's not happy
She doesnt have her freedom
She was imprisoned in the four corners if this golden cell

I cant wait to see her
     ...full of life again
I cant wait to see her
     ... fly again
I want to see her
    ...and bring happiness again
Yes, indeed
I want to see her
     ... spreading her wings again
I want to see her
     .... break the golden lock of this golden cell
     ... Fly as far and as high as she can eveb id it means
     ...she'll go away
     ...she'll fly away from me
I will hold...
I will remember...
I will treasure...
The time she alight in me
     ...once in my life

                      *********
You asked me if I believe that in every written piece of an artist or a person, there is always a meaning behind the words... behind the story... behind the thought.

And if you are going to ask me again, I would say YES...

My dear Ange, during my 18th you made this for me. Now I realized, you were right when you said that theres always a meaning behind the written words. You did not say those words for me, but you were trying to tell me that after five years, I will be saying it to you, I will be giving it back to you.....

PORTRAIT OF A BUTTERFLY is not for me, but it was meant for you. 

I love you my dear friend.
We will surely miss you Yhe!

Sunday, February 23, 2014

The cold never bothered me anyway

Wait before I start rambling, I just want to inform you that this is not a movie review.


Let it go, let it go.....lalala 
LSS? Yes, this song wont leave me. Ive been singing, humming it over the weekend already. 

Moving on, do you guys still remember what Elsa said to Ana when the latter asked her sister for her blessing? But of course, its one of the heart of the movie! 


YOU DONT MARRY TO SOMEONE YOU JUST MET!!!!!!!! says Elsa in total shocked.




He who wears the crown, bear the crown



    


Korean drama scores again! Another k-drama that tickles my youth-heart that until now I still cannot shake that moment when Kim Tan (LeeMinHo) gave his umbrella to Eun Sang (ParkShinYhi).





 I think my heart just stopped that moment, though Tan didnt cry, knowing the situation definetely crushed my heart. That moment when the guy sacrified everything, even his future and happines just to protect the girl. Can I just say.... Damn! I dont know if its just me or what but its harder to bear when the GUY cries. Whenever he cry, I too, cry. Maybe because of the  idea that men supposed to be strong and protective over their girl so being sober like that makes me think that they are reahuuly hurt. Or maybe Lee Min Ho is just really good on what he is doing.  Noooooooo


Oh well! Is it really posible to give up your future for the one you love? Yes, but then in the story of Tan and Eun Sang, they are each others future. There is no need to give up because that person is already your future. 


A man who will give up his luxurious life for the one he loves? Come on, who doesnt want that? Who doesnt want Kim Tan? 

Ps.
Photos not mine, credit to the owners��

Monday, February 17, 2014

Happy 14th of the month :)

Flowers are the new Gold during V-day. Prices hiked to triple, which really was expensive, superr. But, as well know, no amount of money can compare the feelings you have for someone...just to see her go giddy with that precious smile, the cost will never matter. 




Spent half of the afternoon with new found friends along with my selfiestick. We spent almost half an hour taking selfies (photos&videos) which was super duper-uber fun. It took us several video takes to have that not-so-perfect clip. While in the evening, boyf took me to my fave place to dine in.


Not so much stuff though, still I had fun. What's more enticing than celebrating hearts day with the people you cherish the most right?